Can’t win for losing… Can’t see the forest for the trees… Don’t let your wooden God fool ya… All sayings my mama used to say when I was growing up.. Now that I am older.. well mature…lol I can look back and realize what they all mean..

I am happy but still I search for that peace that is supposed to set us free.. But I wonder what freedom really is..

Is it to be disconnected from the body? Is it to be disconnected from drama? Is it to be disconnected from all things that do not make you smile?

MMMMM…. Yep, I wonder.. and I wonder.. and I wonder.. What is happiness? Does it come in large quantities or small doses.. Is happiness really real? Is it supposed to pass in the blink of an eye? Is it supposed to last forever… but wait… nothing last forever… right?!?!

more to come.. I am sleepy…